April is Poetry Month # 11

the evil eye of the daisy 2 pregnancy test

and the rise in my center

the pressing outward of tiny, unseen

hands this child will

lift me we will float on the pool

of clear water in god’s chest we will

hold our noses and dive under I will

take the child and press its face down and down to

the floor of my body and hold it there and

stop what happened before

before it begins

before that desire of heart

lifts me up again no no

the child is fossilizing

a baby seed pod as slick as

god’s eye i will swallow it

flowers will grow in my throat

baby’s breath and bunting

will overgrow my breathing please

not yes,

please not yes,

please no.