i am removed. i have been removed. i am stuck in a cloven pine yes.
have not had another attack. but have felt bad, mostly stomach pain. not much nausea. but some of that. bowels are messed up.
i am getting worried that it isn't gallbladder. that it is colon cancer. that i am really my mom. i have taken her place.
i should hear about the scan today. i hope.
i feel stupid for not going to the doctor sooner. what was i thinking? i go to the doctor for everything. but i didn't about this. impaction. run to the doctor. duh.
Sleep = Fighting it.
Took Seroquel last night.
Mood = On a downward slope. Teary about Sex and City the film. Teary about a lot of things the last week. But not really worried about it. I miss Dale. He will be home tonight.
just want to get back to normal, though i can't quite remember what that is.