because of pain.
because of candy.
because of oxy.
because of bleh.
took yet another long afternoon nap.
went to church and after church a lot of pain. actually during church. hand pain. suck ass hand wrist pain. dumb dumb pain. have a new heel pain. have a foot bath. will use it as soon as dale shows me how or when i can figure out how. maybe i will do it now.
keeping up the stretching. must add walking. must add walking. must add walking.
MOOD = OKAY a little irritable
had a bit of whiskey last night.
had wine Friday night. is the irritation from this? or am i just a bitch?
am ignoring god altogether. far from center.
took ibuprofen tonight. will take more in morning. will see if it helps if i take it regularly.
went to Chinese buffet for lunch. gluten-free zone this is not.
the doctor's injection has not given me any relief for my hands and wrists. so this is no inflammation.
the vein in my left wrist that popped out when the weakness started, has popped down further on my wrist. it is traveling like a river. these changes that i see no one seems to see but me. i think dale thinks i'm just too observant looking for things and seeing things that aren't there.
will make it to the pool tomorrow. will make it to the pool tomorrow. will write a lot tomorrow, hands wrists or no. will take oxy so i can fucking do my work.