have session with kim today, my therapist and since kim is easier to spell than therapist i will hereafter say kim. or stricker. which is her surname. i do not want the session to go far into the south.
yesterday when i was about to leave to go to the doctor i got a call from the aim center. james had an incident. hit someone and pushed his chair into them. his caseworker, barbara was not very concerned as he has been doing very very well but he can't go back until next week. if this were to happen again i am not sure what the outcome would be. i am not going to worry about it however. considering his problems with impulse control it's a wonder that this is the only time this has happened.
after this, as a i drove to the doctor my mood started sinking. i loved the doctor but i think i got scared because he took me seriously. which is good. but. before they took my blood i said don't be alarmed if i start crying i'm just feeling moody. then i had to pee and i went and cried in the bathroom, but just a little. then i had my blood drawn which didn't hurt a bit. then i had my x-rays done. everyone was awesome. the doctor is hot and he spent a lot of time with me, just like my marvelous dr. friesen. he wants to make sure i don't have any sort of inflammatory type of arthritis which he doesn't think i have but he wants to be sure. he also checked pressure points for fibro and none of them hurt and said noted that but said that my symptoms are consistent with fibro. he also mentioned that the other rheum doc had probably done a lot of blood work and i said no and he seemed surprised. he also looked over my last two labs from doctor friesen and said so you've had some abnormal blood work but i'm not sure what he was referring to and that made he nervous too. but iam doing that thing i always do. excepting the worst. i think i just have plain old shitty arthritis and it hurts and that's all there is to it.
mood was low when i got back home and i just took a nap. then dale came home and we went to the fat tuesday pancake supper at church.
dale and i are giving up bread for lent. this is a supreme sacrifice. when i feel a craving i will do what i should and turn my thoughts toward god. i hope. i may just chew on my arm.
no changes in med.
no oxy since last week.
wrists in bad shape yesterday. wore braces last night. beginning to hurt with this typing.