Then guilty. Then tears. Then happy. Then tired. Then happy. Then can’t sleep.
Then morning. Then back. Then Hips. Then oxy. Then heat. Then Alex bringing up breakfast. Coffee. Feeding canine and feline.
Then irritated. Then dread. Then shit skies. Then no way. I will not. I cannot. I cannot do.
I have called doctor again. I called on Friday. I called on Thursday. I am going to call again at ten. I am not okay.
If you have a strong sedative from which I will awaken refreshed and my body won’t shout out loud at me please bring it by and shoot me up. It would be much preferred by the white coat committee to have her sedated. Quickly.
The Report from the Court Recorder--
Have not had SAM-E for a couple of days. Started back this morning. This was because I didn’t have my med caps filled up. Did that last night. I have not had much pain during the last week. Some exhaustion and aches, but not a lot of pain. Most bothersome thing is the mechanical stuff with my left knee. So perhaps the SAM-E has helped a bit. There is no doubt that my knee bothers me more after I go to the pool. As always, how to find the balance.
Stopped Muscinex last week. Can’t tell much about the body aches, but my sinuses may do better with it. Have had a dose last couple of days.
Think that I may need Prozac. I have always taken it, just a wee bit. That could be all I need. Dr. Dick Cheese needs to call me back. Period.
Haven’t eat oatmeal in a few days. Have not wanted it. Have wanted sugar. Have eaten it.
Bowels on upswing. This after dropping Calcium to half. As Dr. Lovely told me to. Thank you, Dr. Lovely.