lots of pain in left hip, still. Noel worked on me Wed. and yesterday. took oxy twice yesterday.
skipped beta blocker last night. must check blood pressure. proof positive now that that drug makes me dizzy whirly in the am
stupid sleepy right now.
party tonight. must not do anything today. and MUST NOT worry about anyone’s enjoyment during party. let people make their own fun.
but should move around a bit. I suppose. sitting seems to be the hip killer.
will be drugged tonight. so there.
will drink tonight. yes.
major struggle—over stimulation.
other major struggle—drinking too much, though I’m not overly worried about this one.
next day goal—peel myself off the bed and make it to church.
2nd day of 400 mg SAM-E
3rd day of 300 mg Lamitcal (remember? had been taking only ½)
pretty much a solid week of the left hip boo hoo
water baby play continues to feel good good good but makes her so tired
got in water Monday, Wednesday, Friday. that’s good
saw counselor twice this week. see her once next week. thereafter we have weekly appointments. this will be the routine even if all we do is sit and chat about shoes