i haven't been able to eat for a couple of days. i canceled my classes this morning and will go to the doctor and see what's up. if she tells me i'm fine and there's nothing to worry about, i will have to change doctors. i don't expect this, but in January she did just that.
It's really not so bad the not eating. It is bad not drinking coffee or Diet Coke. It is bad being afraid to eat. I suspect that the SIBO wasn't taken care of by the antibiotics. I hope that's it.
Things on the book front couldn't be better. I've got the endorsements I need and we are pushing forward. The book will go out the week of the 14th.
I am also enjoying teaching again. It's a crazy free-for-all right now, but I am planning things out, complete with overly-detailed assignment sheets and an almost-solid schedule. The students are wonderful. But there is one student who has emailed asking me to call her, twice. ?? She doesn't reply when I reply to her emails. Could this be some funky spam situation. Who would email asking her teacher to call her?
The very good thing is that my mood is good, even though I've felt pretty crappy stomach crappy. I dip occasionally, but for the most part things are level.
Yesterday afternoon, I had a very weird dream about all sort of things, including eating dogs in a horror movie. Last night I had a very weird dream about Kiki's puppy, a little black pug. Dale and I broke his leg. Accidentally.
I am having trouble sleeping. My mask is driving me crazy. I go through periods like this.
I am scheduled for allergy testing Thursday morning. They told me no antihistamines a week before testing. Then I get the paperwork in the mail and Seroquel can have an antihistamine effect. So when I get there tomorrow, I will have to be tested to see if they can test me.
Today I have schoolwork. I probably won't touch the book today. And I will rest.
And perhaps that New Yorker will get back to me and say, yes, Rebecca. We like your bananas. We like them very much. Here's $5,000. Go to Florence. Maybe, pay off your credit cards.