but will not go to church. too sore. too near nausea. too much pain in solar plexus. this is from the gas they blow in to puff up your abdomen. it takes time for it to remove itself. but i very much want to go to church. but not enough to take pain medicine to do it. must keep bowels open please stop by the gift shop on your way out.
based on how i feel right now, i don't think i'll have any difficulty going back to work. i just need to take it easy. i just need to be kind. to myself. to others. i need to attend the body.
i am eager to get well eager to see if this surgery makes a difference in how i feel. eager to get back on the road the horse the girl who sells potions in the traveling show. i know you don't mind.