in any case, if i get all red casseroles and bakeware then i will have to change my dishes, the good ones, sort of will have to so am thinking of getting some other colors like blue like yellow like maybe purple and no i am not manic about this just interested and quite reasonable as i am making a wishlist a la Santa circa 1972.
and of course this is once again to keep myself from working on book or worrying about pain after surgery or death during surgery or having my legs eaten by sharks if and when i do ever make it back to the sea. or that i will immediately hate the fridge which is coming tomorrow morning. or that i have stopped losing weight which makes me want to eat sugar and nothing but sugar and maybe an entire bag of Ruffles and a Sonic Blast with Reese's Peanut Butter Cups and a Wendy's Junior Bacon Cheeseburger and Fries and a cheese pizza with thin crust many slices of that. also, carrot cake. all of which would make me feel stupid terrible so i won't eat it. but.
i have pretesting at the hospital this morning. we talked to the surgeon and the extra precautions for folks with fibro are being taken. i will get an infusion of extra pain meds 90 mins before surgery. which i very much hope helps very much.
i will also be working on the book today. for sure. and sleeping. for sure.
and tomorrow i believe i will eat nothing but liquidy soft things so as to have an easier time of it after the surgery.
Grace Kelly is driving a convertible down a winding mountain. she is wearing white gloves with netting. why did we give up gloves?