i am taking the younger son to the doctor this morning, way way out across town. a dermatologist consult. his absence didn't hit me this morning until i walked downstairs and then oh. he is not here. not asleep in his room. not walking out to this kitchen.
it will be nice to spend time with him this morning.
yesterday james and i did a lot of work together. on the way back from the community kitchen we talked about the dry weather and how we wouldn't be able to do fireworks down at the farm unless it rained. so james said an impromptu prayer for rain. i said i didn't know you prayed and he said i'm doing it just this once.
last year the weather was perfect-weird on the fourth. cool. low humidity. and it had rained a lot. yesterday we hit a hundred degrees and it's not even summer yet. please yes god let it rain.
still don't know about utc yet. i'm talking to the composition head tomorrow. which is kind of weird. i thought she would just give me a class. we will see what we see.
have to pick up my bite guard today. hope to get in the pool this afternoon. hope to do a bit of writing. hope to clean some of these filthy walls cobwebs what happens with dust unleashed it will hold sway. i also want to take my backup copies of journals to the safety deposit box. been meaning to forever. may clean closet also. will post some letters, a bill. will take car to emissions inspection so i can renew my tag. which means i should get going very soon.