or maybe i will stay in and do nothing. or work on the novel. or write a couple poems. or watch movies. or muck about on face book. or write letters. or go to the pool. or stare at my toes. or put on music and dance up a thunder storm.
you get the idea. i can do whatever i want. dale and the boys will be playing D & D. i have a lot of calories today so i can eat a lot of sweet things today. there's a potluck i can go to this evening. i can go for a long long drive and look for places from long ago to see if they still exist. i can turn over a blue willow tea cup and study the cracks in there.
the sun is out. i want to try on some Keens. i need to wear Keens. so my foundation is secure. and of the Lord. i read the second lesson tomorrow. from St. John the Divine. who cracked its head and let a lot of light in. who fucked us all up with metaphor.