Seems to me that I should 1) stop checking my Amazon rank because it doesn’t mean anything. It goes up, then it goes down, then it goes further down, and then for no reason at all, it will go up again. So, Rebecca, STOP CHECKING it every hour. Let’s make a deal. Let’s check it once a week.
2) I will enter it into contests and query for reviews once a week. That’s it. That’s only.
Because the best thing for me to do is to write a novel or collection of this or that that will actually sell.
And really, it’s sour grapes. Because when I didn’t have a book I talkedtalkedtalkedtodeath about how I wanted a book and I didn’t care if it sold at all. I just wanted a book. What a bunchy of steamy shit that was. I have two books that haven’t sold and aren’t selling. There it is.
So on to the next thing. And the most important thing is to work on a thing until it is finished. I have to focus and not scatter myself all over the place. One thing at a time one day at a time.
So there, publishing books lofty notions and all that crap. Fuck you.